I close my eyes and I see New York.
I see books on shelves and technology.
Today I went to blockbuster and there were so many boxes of unimportant failed movies, they were practically giving them away for a $1.50.
That makes me think of inflation, because in the old days $1.50 was a lot, but today if you put movies in a box and you say you can take it home for $1.50 each, then you are giving them away.
This makes me think of economics, and what my double major will be. I know it will be English, but if it is computer science then I need to start being interested on my own. Computer Science is something you pick up on the side. You cannot do a major just because you think it is somewhat interesting but do nothing on the side about it. Majors are nothing if you are not fueled, side stuff is what adds on to a resume.
This makes me think of Belen and industrial design, and how she dropped this major and is now considering biology which she said she hated when she thought that was MY major.
Biology was my major at some point.
I am going to be the greatest editor publisher writer, but I need to start doing more. Like Chris gets up at 7 am to practice golf, and like Alex films and starts and journals.
I was doing a lot this semester, but the pace of the valley has done something to me. Actually, I let it do something to me. It is funny, because today we were talking about how the way you word things changes everything. Well, sure, a lot of horrible and yucky stuff has happened and I’ve let it make me feel heavy and clustered and put a wall between my conscious and subconscious, but the wall is not going to go away by itself.
I pray before I go on a trip each time, and I don’t want to be superstitious.
Even though this is not considered writing, I am glad my fingertips are one with the keys again. And I am glad I am recording thoughts even though they are uncodable to any other that is not me or someone very close to me.
I could really blog about love right now, I feel I could write a book about love. I feel so great about where I am right now in that area of my life, I will write about love.
